填补日记的空白页
January
去年联赛爆炸，WC没得去。
期末考政治爆炸。
零爆爆，底垫垫，还这么浪。
人生惨淡。
February
WC没得去，报复社会给校内出了三道线段树，居然一道都没有人写线段树，心满意足。
还在浪，在老家打了一个寒假dota，寒假作业如期赖掉，做完一本最薄的化学就放弃挣扎了。
顺便看了看WC讲稿，看懂了鼎爷的K短路想码一发。
不会可持久化二叉堆，写到一半放弃，多半肺热。
March
一试前鼎爷教育我们：除了NOIP和ZJOI，所有比赛都可以靠6道暴力虐场，ZJOI只需要写1道标算和5暴力就行了
真是好主意，然后ZJOI DAY1开始实践。
消棋子拍对了感觉好开心。
出来70分感觉好伤心。
回来测了一下发现题目说会有非法操作，然后自己造的数据判掉了非法操作。
服。
April
人生在ZJ就没有去APIO的可能了，感觉以后也不可能有机会去了，就连CTSC都没的去围观。
谁叫我DAY1自爆30分，真开心。
继续浪。
May
DAY2，2048爆栈，就是不写璀璨光华。
退队，一路上车上迷之沉默。
回到家浪，浪翻了，呵呵哒。
又感觉题目出成这样真是蛮不错的，开开心心去NOIP吧表扬了一发出题人。
不过这样有什么意义，说到底还是实力原因吧。
浪翻了情绪愉悦，不知不觉干了一些奇怪的事。
想来还是自身原因。
必须检讨。
浪翻了。
于是莫名其妙开始上B站了，从鬼畜到动漫，从极黑到漆黑。。
感觉二次元好美好>.<
从现充走向死宅之路。
June
美好的期末考，上午爆零，下午爆零。
会考历史不肯背，果断B。
感觉人生都失去了希望。
July
NOI网上同步赛都不做，被SX D飞。
老家回回，番补补，想着此刻Stilwell已经有大学读了，我还在这里混高中。
August
打了两发多校，毫无输出。
一个暑假的收获是补了好多好多番。
有了本命，感觉人生还是有点希望的。
September
不知不觉就高二了，感觉自己还是一如既往的幼稚与无能。
做了一段时间的策爷翻译的PA，只能挑水题。
不打隔膜了，取而代之的是补番追番。
偶尔看看dota直播感觉自己还是能和dotaer愉悦地交流起来的。
October
初赛考完了，也没有满分，满分漫天飞。
CF大号不想理他了，开了个小号，然后就不fst了。
有什么意义，连大号都不敢做的人有什么前途。
November
联赛day1下午玩通了最水的i wanna be the MC。
联赛考得比一年前好不了多少，最后一题不会70分也是呵呵。
联赛后A掉了sone1，纪念一下。
lucky money自从不和小伙伴们出去浪以后就花不光了，于是入了一只狂三，希望以此平复自己的心态吧。
December
教室里Stilwell的位置一下子有人一下子没人，感慨之余还有什么呢。
thu集训不干我事，感觉题目还是挺有趣的。
跨年的时候见证09小鱼差点被翻。
Postscript
每每静下心来就会有低落的情绪，需要反省一下。
2014挺充实的。
至少对我来说。
但还是感觉自己太不争气，就连自己都看不起自己算是一种怎么样的悲伤。
成长了没有，我也不知道。
从三月的时候为秒题沾沾自喜到五月的时候在贴吧上引战
从六月的时候被人怒黑到十一月的时候面对一些现实
也不知道是被动成长还是只不过是懦弱
那藏在血管里的不安
有时候变为寒战
有时候变为渴望
大概是变了，不能说是成长。
从一个彻头彻尾的三次元，到一个整天追番的死宅
从一个人犯我我犯人的计较者，到一个郁结过后就此罢休的妥协者
回头看去，有时候那不叫个性，不过是幼稚，是天真
想起来某人儿童节在qq上送了我一张贺卡
如今我才领会到其中的意思
有一种悲哀叫嘲笑你你都不懂
也是活该。
早该收起自己那副无畏的嘴脸。
-应该骄傲的人大有人在，而他们却在你骄傲的时候对你窃笑。
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